I am just going to write this as a praise. after praying, I approached my husband about our marriage, to find out what was going on in his heart.. he made excuses and said some very mean and hurtful things, which literally left me with a broken heart. I spent most of Sunday afternoon alone, by choice. I did my moms lawn and raked her leaves and it gave me time to pray not only for the situation and for forgiveness but if there was anything my husband said that was true and the ability to deal with that and change. No, he didnt have to be mean or hurtful with his words, but I asked God to reveal to me the truth from the excuses that were made by him. the praise is this; during that prayer time, God showed me that I still need to serve my husband and that it's His responsibility to deal with whatever is going on in my husbands heart. I can only control my actions and my choices and I can still choose joy. He also gave me comfort that I needed and the ability to come home and choose to continue to love my husband. so please keep praying. its a praise because after that talk, God gave me the ability to still find joy through the broken heart! Plus keep a respectful tone with my husband, as well as not wallowing in the what if's and complaining, but to choose joy and thankfulness.